During a usual kulitan time in a class discussion.

Seating Arrangement: Guy friend, ME, HIM

Guy friend: Oi! Napanaginipan ko na asawa mo daw si HIM! (FYI, he doesn't know anything about my feelings for HIM.)

Me: Weh...

Guy friend: Oo nga! Pangalawang beses na napanaginipan ko na kinasal kayo.

Me: ...

Guy friend: Basta, nagtuturo ka na daw dito sa university tapos 'yung pinakita mo daw yung ID mo, nakalagay na daw apelyido mo EllA (insert HIS surname). Eh paano kong kayo talaga magkatuluyan?

Me: Eeewww. Yuck. (Chos)

HIM: *NR*

Why would I not have the same dreams when I am the one who's really involved?!


I really want to express my rants against my Mom's co-workers. They are so unfair with her, ganging up on someone who's really trying her best to bring money to the company. If it were not because of her, those b*tches won't have something to feed their families.

Nonetheless, I know that my Mom and my family can get through this and everything would fall into their places. It's Christmas afterall.

Labels: christmas, family, marraige, mommy, professor, university

This day was almost a mess! Oh well, almost.

My Guesses All Failed

Oh well, how I always thought that I was good in decoding meaning of poems but I fell with a thud in Literature class today. All my interpretations of the poems that we read seemed to be less appealing to our prof. But still, I believe in the general rule in literature that EACH OF US HAS HIS OWN OWN INTERPRETATION and IDEATION of poems and even songs.

9 vs 19

This , I should say, gave me the biggest headache ever today!

Our class decided to have an outreach program instead of our regular Christmas party held every year. We had already talked about that we would be helping and celebrating with special children in our adopted orphanage. Everything changed when we replanned everything again. They (the 19 people composing the majority of our class) were like making excuses that it would not be feasible to plan for a program, party and gift-giving in the orphanage because of the restricted time and schedule that we have. They were just thinking that our class would just want to drop our donations and that's it because it so much easier. Nine of us still believed that it would still be possible and we stood up bravely. We are going to prove them that what they are thinking is wrong!!! We promised ourselves that we are going to make this bash possible and plan everything for my, sorry for the word, mediocre classmates. What really aggravated this disoriented situation of mine was HIM. I dunno, I couldn't believe he joined us, the brave souls (he was so thinking more that twice but I knew he really would like to help) and I was disappointed by HIM when he was even the one who printed out the list of orphanages that I was able to find on the net. My friend said that HE really wanted to join us but he was thinking of the time (I almost forgot that he was a blah). Another thing that ruined by wits, my classmates were too stingy to shell out money for this worthwhile event but they were so willing to spend alot on exchange gifts and our class party?! WTF?! What kind of attitude and empathy were you trying to show?!

McDo Fries (love much!) Put Into Waste

McDonald's French Fries, FYI, would be one of my most favorite comfort food. My friend gave me such, I think out of pity because I wasn't able to buy lunch for myself due to the whole planning thingy. The french fry box was still full, so I gave some to HIM but HE was super clumsy that He accidentally pulled the box as he was getting his fries. The precious french fries were scattered all over the floor!!! He was super sorry and even told me to buy another one but I declined. It was free anyway. And maybe, just maybe, he could not really make me angry.

Sold Out



I was really eager to have either one of these two dresses. I saw these dresses on a Multiply online shop and I really wanted to wear one of them to my cousin's wedding on January. I would really make kulit the seller to see if the dresses were still available. You see, I'm not really the type of person who loves shopping and clothes, the stereotyped girly dramas but these dresses, especially the grey one really made my eyes wide and made me tell myself,"This is so DAMN PERFECT for the wedding!". I even went online at 5:30 am, almost running late for school and went to a computer shop after class just to check for her reply.

The verdict? Ouch.

Thought It Was US

At the gym, my friend told me that one of our friends, who happens to be her seatmate/chatmate said, "Alam mo, feeling ko talaga, may gusto sa isa't isa 'yang DALAWA. 'Di lang nag-aaminan". Then I asked her, who were the two he was mentioning? Then my friend smiled. From there, I knew, I was involved then I asked who's the other half. I was expecting HIS name that I would be hearing but it was another. It was one of my guy friends who I always joke around and laugh with and the one who gave me the fries. Hearing HIS name would have sounded way better.

From here, HIM hasn't done anything good so far. And I was at my dullest moment. Until...

I Thought He Would Never Come

HE is also my gym mate but he's always too lazy to go exercising that I think he is not really able to maximize what he pays for the facilities and all. He would come once a week or so. In music class (just before the spilling of fries incident), he already told me that he would come to the gym, he just had to get clothes from his house, short of saying that he would follow but still he wasn't sure. I asked what's gotten into him to decide to go to the gym. Our teacher came, he wasn't able to answer.

At the gym, we arrived late that usual because I ate lunch first (Ruffles and ensaymada, not good for a girl who is on a diet). My friend and I were so sure that he would not be coming since it was late already. When we were about to start sweating our butts off on the treadmill, I saw him coming, kinda puzzled why we were still about to start. I dunno, but all of a sudden, all the heavy feelings that I had faded away in an instant when we started to joke around and make fun of our friend. He also told me that he added another story about his imaginary boyfriend. He would tell everyone tomorrow that he would be having his first kiss with him after having a fight with him at the boy's pad. Now tell me about what's sick.

Til then, he made my day. ^_^

Labels: exercise, fashion, food, gym, January, korean dresses, literature, McDonald's, orphanage, special children, special education, wedding

Last Thursday was a long day for me. It was full of astonishments for me and 'twas like one of the best days I've ever had in my entire life!


I know, this is a bad thing and never a good Christian deed but yes, after months of doing so, I was able to attend our college's monthly mass. I did this not because of a certain calling but, now I'm digging myself more on the sinful's pit, because our professor really checked upon us so closely that my friends and I dumped our Divisoria plans for the day.

I'm A Dean's Lister

After hearing the mass, God's blessings came as fast as lightning. You might think how proud and boastful of me to be blabbering about this but taking it into another note, I rarely have this opportunity so let me be. My classmates told me when we went back to class that I was enlisted to be one of the top students in our batch (10th placer to be exact, I was barely there.). I was surprised really and was thankful for the recognition. It was really beyond my expectation because even the smartest people in class did not make it. I felt undeserving at first but when looked back to my sleepless nights and haggardness days, I guess, I deserve the treat after all.

I Managed to Make my Crushie Prof Smile

Maybe this is one of the best shockers ever! We were asked by our prof, who is apparently I've got the hots on, to do and impromptu demo of the Top-Down reading processes. As expected, I was chosen to be the teacher since my groupmates were the shy-types I may say. I didn't object because I knew that there is no way that they would decide otherwise and no one was willing to be the teacher anyway. We asked to select and flyer from a set of leaflets that my prof had, HIM, who was also one of my groupmates then, chose Mamma Mia. So we decided to make a demo teaching focusing on the word 'Mama'. My groupmate suggested that I use it as a storybook instead since it had pictures and all. So I agreed but I was really trembling at the moment because I could not think of a story at that moment then I remembered a story that I made in SPED ICT class. So there, but everything was still impromptu! So our group was called, the second to present (we didn't draw lots but the slowest group to give this name list would be first to act out. Thanks to the names of our Korean classmate and Kuya athlete from the province, we almost had the first slot.). My groupmates acted as students with mental retardation then I did my thing. I don't know but I could see my prof laughing at me while I was singing, "Mama Mia!". I was so embarrassed and anxious at the same time. I really felt like upchucking because of nervousness. In the end, I think our group did pretty well because he didn't question us anymore.

My Blood Type Has 1-2% of the World's Population

AB it is. I was as if thunderstuck when I heard it from the Kuya Blood Tester (who was really grumpy at the moment because he accidentally knocked off the yellowish liquid for blood typing. He was cussing like crazy and I hated him for that). Then he let me my plate, my blood clotted and formed into dots meaning my blood is indeed type AB. Then contrary to alot of people's belief, according to the internet, AB is a universal receiver parallel with O as the universal donor. Then HIM showed me this personality blood type thingy on the internet (BTW, he's B and he was really almost in the verge of vomiting because he was really scared of blood.). Our descriptions really matched our true personality.

Type AB:
Type AB’s are the split personalities of the blood groups. They can be both outgoing and shy, confident and timid. While responsible, too much responsibility will cause a problem. They are trustworthy and like to help others.

Best Traits: Cool, controlled, rational, introverted and empathic.

Worst Traits: Aloof, critical, indecisive and unforgiving.

As posted in his blog.

In Japan, you are what you bleed.

Type A
Best traits	Earnest, creative, sensible
Worst traits	Fastidious, overearnest
Type B
Best traits	Wild, active, cheerful
Worst traits	Selfish, irresponsible
Type AB
Best traits	Cool, controlled, rational
Worst traits	Critical, indecisive
Type O
Best traits	Agreeable, sociable optimistic
Worst traits	Vain, rude, dominant

Type O – The Warrior

trendsetter loyal passionate self-confident independent ambitious vain jealous Famous O’s Queen Elizabeth II John Lennon Elvis Presley Liam & Noel Gallagher Paul Newman Type A – The Farmer calm patient sensitive responsible overcautious stubborn unable to relax Famous A’s Adolf Hitler George Bush Senior Soseki Natsume Ringo Starr Britney Spears Type B – The Hunter individualist dislike custom strong optimistic creative flexible wild unpredictable Famous B’s Akira Kurosawa Paul McCartney Mia Farrow Leonardo Di Caprio Jack Nicholson Type AB – The Humanist cool controlled rational sociable popular critical sometimes standoffish indecisive Famous AB’s Jackie Chan Marilyn Monroe John F Kennedy Mick Jagger Alain Prost

Labels: ab, bleed, bleeding love, blood type, catholicsm, crush, dean, English, humanist, school, shockers, surprises